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dumping ground for the average girlfailure

write now, deconstruct later

hi stranger, welcome to my website. not sure what you're looking for? me either.

i guess this is a place where i can (try to) be my most authentic self, whatever that ends up being (ironic, since the first thing that greets you upon entering this site is L's dead stare. sure, i do the same thing -- but i need to stop equating the media i consume with my real life human identity.)

feel free to browse around... well, there's not much else you can do but that. also, if you can tell, this site is very much under construction. if something doesn't work, i know. i'm just lazy.

by the way, there'll probably be a lot of triggering stuff around here (mostly in the blogs. that's where my "write before thinking" rule applies most.) look out for yourself.

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and, if you want, leave something in my guestbook

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