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dumping ground for the average girlfailure

about

name: don't care

age: i was born in 2002

pronouns: she/her

location: california, usa

languages: english, tagalog

strengths: drawing, viola, guitar, singing, writing

weaknesses: social anxiety, paralyzing perfectionism. i need adderall


i love music and writing; that's probably why i'm in a band. there's not much else i want to do in life other than to create -- still, i probably need to be a functioning enough member of society in order to do that in the first place... but... god, i hate working actual jobs. i know you have to do things you don't like if you ever want to get anywhere... i'm just afraid i'll end up doing something i hate only to get absolutely nowhere. better to waste your life doing your favorite things than waste it doing what you hate, right?

nearly everything i write on this site is going to be self-indulgent nonsense. i'd like to think of myself as a reasonable person, but i honestly just want to spew completely pathetic garbage from time to time without anyone actually worrying about my mental state. so, don't take anything i say seriously. unless i say otherwise. unless i'm joking. unless i'm not. unless i've been replaced by my time travelling 45-year-old self who occasionally climbs through a hole in my backyard and brings me pepero flavors of the future. (not a joke, this really happens.)

thanks for reading.

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